Muffle the walls
2009-07-03 - 10:41 p.m.

The more I think about fully fixing my codexed, the more I find it pointless.
I mean, why do I need it? Other than the fact that it looks prettier.

D's birthday was yesterday, and I didn't see him at all, and that makes me sad.

I have so little real connection with anyone lately.

It is such a relief to not be in the show this year, though. I have already saved so much gas money.

Last night I tried to sort of trance myself into sleep, and I think I achieved some sort of lucid dreaming, but I'm not sure. I wasn't awake, and I was aware that I wasn't, but everything was a little hazy. Maybe I was dreamwalking.

I kind of want to try a 5-hour Energy drink. An hour after I start work, obviously. Speaking of, I don't think I punched out correctly today, and that my time is still running. And I'm wondering about the possibility of them not catching it, and paying me for all the time that's going. But surely they'll see that or something? I don't know how it works. But honestly, if it gets overlooked, I don't plan on saying anything about it. Yeah, it's dishonest, but...I don't exactly care. Especially since it's involving money.

I'm also contemplating going to Colin's after work on Monday. And it wouldn't really be a big deal if I didn't have to drive so effing far.

The Golden Girls are so saucy.

Anyway I'm not even sure it's the driving; it's the driving ALONE. I wish there was someone that could drive me there and pick me up, really. the thought of asking my mom blipped in my head for a tiny second, but that's ridiculous.
I'm also trying to weigh reasons to stay against reasons going. The cuddles are definitely tipping the scale.

Speaking of, Kyle will most likely be visiting the 20th through the 23rd, and Amalia MIGHT be here to see Chris Thille at Interlochen on the 26th, and she'd stay with me for a few days, which would be so awesome.

I haven't talked about anything depressing in this entry, have I? Maybe I should just leave it out for once.

I'm...interested to see what Kyle's reaction will be to the pentacles painted on my floor.
He sent me a message on facebook saying that he wished I wouldn't change my middle name to Ian. Kat and Will think it's a bad idea, too. But, obviously, it's not up to them. It's not their name. And it has nothing to do with them.

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