To be caught in a glass jar
2009-06-28 - 1:47 a.m.

I don't know what it is that I need, but I know what I want.

Safety. Security. Love. Tenderness. Care.

But it seems to run away from me the more I chase. But if I'm not chasing, then I'm sitting here wallowing while I wait.

And if I'm told to do something, then I instantly rebel.

My heart feels like it could explode from waiting.

I don't know what to do to find him. And I don't want to waste my time.
False and two-faced suitors like Philip.
A year's worth of heartache.

You can see my battles with love all along my arms.

Give me a reason to not make another.

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