Dropped: The Story of a Banana
2009-02-06 - 1:57 p.m.

Matt now has a boyfriend (again). And I feel used. It came up in my facebook news feed and I actually said "You fucking asshole" out loud.

I wore a bindi all yesterday. Having my new makeup kit just makes me want to play.

I got several odd looks because of it. This one woman just kept looking over at me with this cautious expression. Maybe it actually wasn't the bindi at all; I really don't know. She could've just been thinking 'Wow, those are some attractive cheekbones.'

Gately was really...impressed(?) with me yesterday. While we were talking after class she even said I was special, which is a very huge compliment coming from her.
I drew this portrait of Amalia during a door knocking repetition activity, and I'm genuinely proud of it, for now.

She and I also had a very good conversation. She was asking me about how I was doing, and if I'm actually liking the school, and other general things, but it was caring, and not as crazy as she usually is.

I seriously dislike my movement lab.
And right now I should be in my costume lab, but I was just too tired to go. I can make up the hours next week, and unlike the awful stage tech lab, I'll do it willingly.

And I also made this chakra chart the other night, instead of doing homework...

I have to decide on what I'm going to do about next year very very soon.
Part of me wants to be in an apartment, part of me wants to stay in the dorm, but not with a roommate. And part of me doesn't want to stay here.

Part of me wants to move to Florida with Da and Matt.

I want to pause life for a little while.
Just so I can have time to figure some things out.
I want everything to just stop.

It's Kiki's birthday today.

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