And then they'll sew you closed
2008-09-24 - 10:23 p.m.

Along with not being able to download music, not having much of any privacy is getting to me.
JT was gone a lot my first year, Jake and I had separate rooms. But Calvin is around like all the time.
I want to sing and be ridiculous and sleep naked sometimes.
And not worry about masturbating.

I'm also actually starting to feel left out.
I'm not as left out as some of the other people in our block, who never get called to do anything, but some of the group will do something, and I'll hear about it later and think '...why didn't anyone invite me?' And then of course that leads to a bunch of other self-conscious thoughts about what I may have done to make them not want to invite me, etc.

I didn't have class today because there was a master class going on, so I went to the bank to deposit birthday money, and then headed to Target to get a new pair of pants. Not only did I get pants, but I also got a vest and a plain purple t-shirt. Basically a new outfit. I went into Barnes & Noble after because I wanted to look at their books on magic, and then I saw the Wicked table. I about shat myself.
Huge calendar, tote bag, journals, shirts...
I forgot all about the books, and ended up buying a journal and the last snow globe, which has a music box that plays "Defying Gravity"(it was $20 cheaper than it is online).

I really just wanted the music box, but whatev.

I also gave in and just ordered the small Wacom Bamboo Fun tablet today.
I'm hoping it'll be good enough.

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