And when the angels come
2008-09-09 - 10:44 p.m.

I've had soy milk every day I've been here. Chocolate Silk ftw.

Sunday night was...a good night.
And so was Monday morning.
Ahem.
I went up to Matt's room to watch LOTR with him, and at first we were just laying on the bed, and then we were, cuddling...and then he kissed me. We started making out, and hands wandered, etc, and it was so nice to be able to really FEEL someone again. Skin on skin.
I still don't really know him all that well, and I don't really know if I'd want more than friendship+ with him.
Physically he's not really my type, and he smokes a lot.
I do want to spend more time with him, though.

The jamboree went pretty well. The upperclassmen loved it.
When they were reading my little mini-bio, I apparently got a standing ovation for liking The Little Mermaid. I didn't sing as well as I could have, but I still got a shitload of compliments, and apparently I even made Kevin cry. Granted he was pretty blitzed, but he assured me later that it wasn't solely drug-influenced.
Taylor wants me to sing "Lily's Eyes" with him at some point, me taking Archie's part. Not sure if that'll ever happen, but hey, I can try.

The post-party wasn't anything that great. Phil (who's a total BABE) told me he loved me and kissed me before we headed off to Larry's (where the actual party was), and there I danced with Greer and drank her last wine cooler.
I went home by myself, which was a little risky, but I didn't want to make anyone else go home.

Friday night was another party at Larry's (there's one like every weekend), but it was more random and lo-key. Ben ended up kissing me that night, and Carolyn drove me home.

SATURDAY night we were at Tim's, and I got a little stoned with Kevin and...the gang.

And then I already talked about Sunday night.

So here we are.

Dance is kicking my ass, and leaving me in pain, and I dread it.
I hate aesthetics and stage tech, too. They're both so boring. I thought I might mildly enjoy stage tech (lighting and scenery), but...no. Definitely not.
Had a real class with Kathryn Gately today, and it was actually pretty fun, though at the end she called me out on not contributing/saying much. I like just listening, and am sort of afraid of piping up to say something, but I guess I'm going to have to get over it.

I miss not singing every day. I mean, I do a little, but not driving anywhere and not having choir is really...not cool. This school also rarely does musicals, so...that doesn't make me happy, either.

I've kept my facebook page open for like an hour just to see if Matt gets online so I can chat with him. I'm so lame.

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