I'll be there
2008-08-29 - 1:17 p.m.

This is what I wrote last night around midnight:
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Uhg.

I don't even know what to say about this week.

I've made friends, which is really nice.

This place is really straight, which makes me sad.
I thought by going into the theatre program, there'd be potential boyfriends all around.
Not so much.
Like three. Me included.

It still doesn't really feel....right yet.

I also keep forgetting I'm in a different time zone.

The new student jamboree is on Thursday night, and I'm really nervous about it. I'm gonna sing Defying Gravity in Japanese, and Cara is going to hold up subtitles or something. It doesn't really matter how well I do because all the upperclassmen who are watching are going to be wasted and cheer at absolutely everything, but...I just want to be good. And I want to feel good about it. Which is extremely rare with me and performances.
And really, this is probably the only time I'll ever get to perform Defying Gravity in Japanese, so...I just wanna bust it out.

The upperclassmen are all really supportive, and I feel really weird being referred to as a freshman again.

I need new earrings.

Modern dance fucking suuuucks. We were supposed to be put in the beginning class, but for some reason we couldn't be, so we're in an upper-level dance class. It's hard. Oh. Oh it is.
Especially since I have to wear a dance belt.
I don't know why they call it a belt.
It's not. It's a damn thong. *rolls eyes*

I'm still lonely even though I have friends.
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And here we are.

I've been at stage tech safety for the past three hours, and I'm really not looking forward to it, or being in lab.

I think I'm gonna have a burrito.

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