Of a fire that will always light your dark
2008-08-15 - 2:52 p.m.

The closer it gets to me having to leave, the more freaked out I become.
And me still not being comfortable with driving my new car really doesn't help.

No time, no time.

I really hope my Wicked cd and my new license get here before I have to leave.
I found out last night that we're actually leaving on Wednesday and staying at a hotel that night, instead of early Thursday morning.
So even less time than I thought.
I'm pretty scared about driving down there by myself. I mean, my mom and my aunt will be driving down there too, but in a different vehicle.

I don't really think I'm excited at all, just scared.

There are still so many people that I haven't seen, and probably won't.
A bunch of things I wanted to get done probably won't.

I thought about moving some stuff around in my room, but then realized there's not much of a point to that, because um...leaving.

I don't want to leave Sara's until late because I don't want to deal with the terror of traffic and red lights, but I really do need to go home and get things done.
...mainly I need to decide what clothes I'm packing.

I really need to brush my teeth, my mouth feels/tastes disgusting.

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