Softly, I touch you and I breathe you in as gently as the night
2008-07-13 - 9:04 p.m.

My friends are much more my family than my actual relatives.
And I'm starting to feel that Joe is now a part of that, too, and that makes me happy.

I'm finding that I really enjoy being with just a small number of people.
I really like it when just me, Sara, and Joe hang out, just the three of us.
Though sometimes I feel like Joe's a little left out because Sara and I will talk about people that he doesn't know or hasn't met.
Last night was a lot of fun, despite Sara and I not being entirely...coherent the entire time.
There was a point where we were all laying on the floor next to each other, and it was just so peaceful.
I think Sar and I are both reviving, in a way.

The show opens next weekend, and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't freaked.
I just don't feel ready.
Plus I keep thinking that I have zero chemistry with Margaret. Or feel, rather. Which I think is making me feel I have to work harder to be believable.

I have not ab-jammed in ages, and...I'm not happy about it.
I just haven't had the time or the energy.
And therefore, I do not have the abs I want.

I really wish my house wasn't way the fuck away from everything and everyone.
I think it actually makes me feel more lonely.

Yesterday Cody and Katherine left for California to visit Kristen, and when I texted them earlier they were already in Colorado.
I'm sad that they can't come see the show, and that I couldn't go with them.
I hope Dana will be there.
And D.

Boozy and I have been watching Bo Burnham vids on youtube, and he's SO MUCH like D it's insane. They look, sound, and act alike.
I showed the vids to Sam and she said "Nope. Can't watch. Too similar."
The kid is 17, hilarious, a youtube sensation, and has a 6 track EP on iTunes, which I now have on my compy and iPod.
He's such a hip kid.

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