Bring the heaven and the stars 2008-06-27 - 9:39 p.m.
I think the hair color I got is a little too dark. But it'll wash out and get lighter if I'm in the sun all day walking around the NIU campus. Which will be on Monday.
I had a lot of fun last night, both in rehearsal, and after.
Adside from the woman at K-mart mistaking me for a chick. Do I really look that dykeadelic?
Sar and I joined Joe and Chris and a few other friends of theirs at Right Brain. I think Joe was a little tipsy. We played Apples to Apples, and I tried some of the beer Sara had, and it was disgusting. Like all beer. My cards kept being everyone's second choices, and it effing sucked. I can't play to people I don't know. After Right Brain closed at midnight, we headed down to the beach, and just sat and talked or a little while. I still can't decide if Joe is just genuinely nice and kind, or if he has a crush on Sar. ...well I guess it can be both, but he does seem a little more affectionate than average. And now I feel like I have to say I'm not jealous and justify it, but then trying to justify it would just make everyone think it more. ...whatev.
We went to see Wall-E today with Da, and it was really good. It didn't really make me laugh very much, more like giggles and 'aw that's cute's, but then it wasn't really meant to be a laugh-out-loud comedy. Though that's what I was hoping for. Joe and Sar had talked about going the night before, and I actually wasn't planning on going with them because I didn't want to have to drive all the way into town just to see a movie and then go back home. But then Da called and said he wanted to go, so I gave in.
Brokeback is on tv, and it's making me depressed. And you know what? One of the only things I actually hate about this movie is the music. Why? Because they play the same effing guitar riff all the fucking time.
I haven't seen D since that night he jumped my car, which I think was like right after spring break. I really don't like it. In the past week I've IMed him twice, and he didn't respond, and I called him and left a message, and he hasn't called me back. I'm a little uhhhh wtf. I really think he's just being absent-minded, but there's part of me that always worries that he's actually avoiding me. Maybe I'll try to call him again tomorrow while I'm packing for orientation.