Cause my lips to speak
2008-06-21 - 4:20 p.m.

It's kind of odd how the lyrics I've been using as titles have actually coincided with the entries. I'm just going in order, and they're working out perfectly. Hm.

I've been feeling pretty shitty the last...well, week, I guess.
Or maybe just continuously.
Physically, emotionally, and about rehearsal.
About rehearsal because I feel like I'm focusing so much on trying to be heard that I'm not doing what I want to with the language, and not doing what I've practiced. And I'm totally beating myself up about it.

Last night was a lot of fun, though.
Joe and I drove to Northport to see the Leelanau choir concert (because Da was singing it it). The ride there was a little awkward and had a lot of silences, but we were fine when we arrived at the school. The concert was cute, and a lot better than the ERHS cabaret concert. There were obviously things that I had issues with, like how many solos Hans had, and how long it was, but a lot of it was also really adorable.

Though it's really good that Sara didn't come, because apparently tickets for anyone over 18 were like $20.
That is bloody ridiculous for a school choir concert. Thankfully Da payed for the both of us, but I'm hoping that he told them we were both under 18 ($5 tickets instead of $20).

Joe popped in Wicked when we got back in the car, much to my delight, and the ride back to TC was so much fun.
Rarely am I ever singing in the car with someone as into the music and as loud as I am. Plus Joe's really good, which makes it better.
During 'What is This Feeling?', he actually took Galinda's part, which was ironic and cute.
Then we picked up Sara and wandered around the State Hospital for a while.
It was actually a pretty good night despite...certain things.

I was a little concerned that spending actual time with Joe might intensify my little crush on him, but it didn't. And I think that that's a really good thing.
I can spend time with him, and be his friend, and not be all yearning and shit.

I'm gonna go watch the Power Rangers movie.

And you know what?
I like Kimberly (the Pink Ranger).
She's sassy.

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